A Bitter-Sweet Discovery
Carl didn’t want to think such terribly disturbing thoughts, but he couldn’t help him. The thought of his wife also seemed to come with some extra hurt these days. His feeling of grief, which used to be all he felt when in the weeks after she died, the weeks before he met Lisa, were now mixed with guilt.
He was starting to have feelings for Lisa, and he felt like, by doing so, he was betraying his dead wife.