73. No Love Left
Was on a car trip with my ex and her parents up in the mountains for five days. On the evening of day two, she told me that she didn’t love me anymore but wanted to keep trying.
Devastated and felt like crap as it came out of nowhere while she started to pull away. Survived that horrible trip sitting in a car with her and her parents for the next days. As soon as we came back to her parents’ house, I took an airplane home to our shared living.
What came after was her insecurity, going back and forth on what she wanted. That period messed me up quite a lot mentally. One second, I was the best and kindest person, and the other, she was surprised that I showed common courtesy.
She moved back home to her parents after a couple of months when the lease needed renewal.