Held to a Higher Standard
I have a guy friend who has a girlfriend that flirts with guys openly in front of him. Once, we all went to a New Year’s Eve party and I kissed her neck which she said she enjoyed so I got a little friendlier with my hands.
But that’s not all. We even got to know each other without our clothes, if you know what I mean. I was also dating someone at the time too.
Afterward, she would constantly send me racy photos and I always fantasized about her. She is also best friends with my current girlfriend. Fast forward a couple of years, I’m at their house because my girlfriend and my friend’s girlfriend were roommates.
They all went out for a bit and I snuck into her room and smelled her panties and bras. I’ve never felt more disgusted with myself in my life and I feel extremely gross whenever I think about it.
I try to hold myself to a higher standard but sometimes my impulses take over. These impulses have led me to cheat on my girlfriend and I hate myself for it. Story credit: Reddit / Puzzled_Chance1373