Freedom
He tried to persuade her that he would make it up to her after he ultimately decided to put his career ahead of his relationship. This wasn’t her first time hearing this, and she would not believe him again this time. After being away, she decided to pick her happiness over his. Jessica became nonchalant about the relationship and could care less about the kids; she would no longer wait for John. She began to see life in a more selfish way and took a desperate decision.