Mixed feelings
And, as crazy as it sounds, she was also feeling excited. She was finally going to find out what Steven had been hiding from her all this time! She would finally know his big secret… The secret that had, slowly but surely, been driving them apart over time. She figured that if it impacted her life and her relationship with him so much, she deserved to know what it is. So, she continued following him, not losing him from her sight.